Hand in Hand..

When you know things are out of your hand

When you think you are loosing control

And that you are feeling sad

When you look into the mirror 

And hush! What is happening?

You feel somewhere or the other

You are getting nothing

Sometime you will feel confused

The other time you may be shocked

You may wonder what to do

To keep the show on

With all these stressful thoughts

Just before the moment you feel like quitting

Not wanting to give another shot

Come to me..

I am here!

I am not saying

I am Confident and good

But I promise you

I will always be standing beside you

Like I always stood

It may not help you to overcome the challenges

That you need to face

But it will surely help you

In many other ways

Be it the taste of sucess

Or the pain of failure

Whatever it may be

But I am always there

Standing by your side

Cherishing and captivating 

Each moment with you

As (My) only treasure

As (Our) only treasure..

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A conversation with SELF!!

Have you ever experienced a time in your life where you feel you have completely lost hold on your thoughts?

When you know , what is haunting you is only present inside your head and nothing of it can ever happen in real life but still you do not give any shit about it and constantly keep on thinking the worst that can happen with you

Have you ever felt the need to just stop manipulating your own thought process and start to think nothing at all?

Have you ever wished to just not worry about anything around you and just focus on what you want to do rather than thinking what needs to be done?

If this is the scenario going inside your head then you are in a real conflict with your own self

You have fallen a prey of your own created illusions which is so daunting that you are barely breathing now.

It needs to be stopped, Right now Right here, otherwise you will lose everything you have worked really hard on for so many years.

You will loose the battle of this life to the biggest enemy of yours which is none other than YOUR OWN NEGATIVE THOUGHTS..

Don’t let this happen, You have not come this way long to loose everything once again.

Get up do something about it. Do not become puppet of your thoughts rather try to channelize them into something helpful which can support you in all the tough times.

No body can do anything for you. You are your biggest helper. Help yourself. Find the way out , end this ongoing battle which you are constantly fighting inside you.

Do not waste what you have got. You can do way better than what you are doing right now. You just need to be determined and that is all.. You can fight the biggest odds in your life.

I understand you are tired, you want to give up, you want to run away but then what would be the difference between you and others? You are not meant to be the way you are right now. You need to celebrate yourself, cherish yourself, and most important LOVE yourself because Life is not what we think about it..It’s what we make out of it.

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“Trapped”

You know you are trapped

When you move

But not reach anywhere

You know you are trapped

When the roads you take

Leads always to the end

You know you are trapped

When you do things

What you did the last day

And the day before that

You know you are trapped

When you speak but not your mind

You know you are trapped

When you think

But not conclude

You know you are trapped

When you look

But not observe

You know you are trapped

When you meet someone

And get lost in thoughts

You know you are trapped

When you smile

But never laugh

You know you are trapped

When you touch

But cannot feel

You know you are trapped

When you listen a song

But not understand the lyrics

You know you are trapped

When you write

But only the negatives

You know you are trapped

When your dreams

Are not anymore what you visualise

But it’s just what you see at night

You know you are trapped

All trapped.. 

In so many pre-conceived notions

In your fears, In your past

In your pain, in your worries

In your head , in your soul

You are trapped and You know it…

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Lost!!

I woke up in the morning

Choked and frozen

Trying to feel the soul

I touched the face

I know this feel

It’s familiar and known 

Not the first time I am meeting this person

But Do I really know…

Who is she???

Lost in these thoughts 

I get up from the bed

Smile-Smile and welcome

A new day in my life

But is it a new day?

Captivated in thoughts

How can somebody think??

Choked inside

How can one breathe??

The day passes

And so my life

Engrossed in weird dreams

I sleep again

The faces I see

Do I really know them?

In search of peace

The journeys continues..

Days becomes months

And months into years..

I keep walking

Like a dead soul

On a painful road

The destiny is not destined

It’s just a long way

Where I am already lost 

As early as I started to walk

Lost in my thoughts

I try to think again….

I woke up in the morning

Merely to get up again…

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