You fall out of love!!

Its not always you are in love

Many times you fall out of love

You choose to feel it

And then you choose not to feel it

Whatever it is,

But you fall out of love

Its hard to explain it

Even harder to feel it

It is that very moment

When suddenly it starts to shatter

Everything just falls out of place

And that’s when

Exactly then

You fall out of love..

You admit it or not

You believe it or not

But deep down inside

You utter those words

Silently screaming

Trying  to break through

You want to do something

You want to help yourself

Rescue your heart

Mend your soul

And in that moment

Exactly that very moment

You know somehow

You have fallen out of love

You surely have..

-Damini

Emptiness!!

Things goes empty

Once filled with love
The walls becomes
A blank slate again
Ready for someone else
Ready for some another tale

How time flies!!
I wonder sitting at one corner
Wrapping all those things
That I could really wrap

Now it’s time to take
That picture frame
I once hung on the wall
I knew this would not get any place anywhere again
Bothered by the thought
I kept it away
Hoping to not find it ever again

Midst of all these
Wrapping and packing
I remember all those memories
I once lived here
Laughs, tears, moments, pleasure and pain
Will I be leaving those here
All in vein?
Or it will follow me
To the new place again?

The emptiness of the walls
Now starts to bother me
It screams my name
Making me guilty of leaving all behind and moving again
I feel helpless
Still pack my bags
Closed the door
And walk past the memory lane.

-Damini 

Tum yaad aa hi jati ho!

Chuski lete hi chai ki

Tum yaad aa hi jati ho

Zayka jab bhi lun mai garama garam khane ki

Tum yaad aa hi jati ho

Abhi gae din jab Diwali thi

Ya yun kahun jitne bhi diwali ae aur gae

Us har beeti diwali pe

Diyo ki raushni k beech

Aur patakho k shor mein

Tum yaad aa hi jati ho

Kuch paney me kuch kho dene mein

Har gamm mein har khushi me 

Har ehsaas ki ehsaas mein

Tum yaad aa hi jati ho

Mai bol dun ya chup rahu

Royu ya hasti rahu

Mere har prayaas mein

Tum yaad aa hi jati ho

Mai pehnu jab naya libaas koi

Dhoondey meri ankhe tumhe pochne ko

Ki dekho mujpe ye kaisa laga? 

Aur fir tum yaad aa hi jati ho

Ankhe kholney aur band karne k darmiyaan

Chal raha jo kuch bhi sath mere

Uske har ek wazood me

 Mai kya karun..

Maa! tum yaad aa hi jati hun

Tum roz bahaut yaad aati ho…

-Damini

 

 

 

Bhulaane yogya kaha?

Tum aur tumse judi baatey

Bhulne- bhulaane yogya kaha?

Yaad aa hi jati hai har din
Kabhi khayalo mein toh kabhi haqeeqat ban kisi aur roop me
Par yaad aa hi jati hai..

Ab bhoolney ki koshish bhi nisfal hai na..
Bhala koi apne jeevan k unnis saal kaise bhuley?

Sochun toh yaad karne ko tumhare ahem bhumika k siwa un saalo mein aur hai hi kya?

Haa par tab main is baat ko na samaj pae
Pata nahi kyun befizul ki baato me uljhi rahi?

Tum theek hi kehti thi,
Jaaney wala nahi
Peechey reh janey wala
Yaado mein rehta hai

Mai bhi rahungi,
Mujhe pata hai
Tabhi toh un yado me tumhe aur merey bachpan,

Dono ko hi samet liya hai maine..

Na yaadey ab bhoolney degi
Na hi mai kabhi koshish karungi

Kyuki tum aur tumse judi baatey

Bhala bhulaaney yogya kaha?

-Damini

Mushkuraahat!!

Mushkuraahat bahaut kuch keh jaati hai

Dabe hue pau se aakar

Ek sukun bhari Saans de jaati hai

Khud k chehre pe khoobsurti

Aur dusro k chehre pe

Ek choti ki aas de jaati hai

Shabdo k ijhaar k bina bhi

Ye Mushkuraahat bahaut kuch keh jaati hai.

Islie dosto Mushkuraana bahaut jaruri hai es jeevan mein, 

Gumm ki barsaat bhula kar khushi k sunhere dhoop me jeene mein 

Tabhi toh jeevan ka ye bav saagar ho paayega paar

Warna reh jaenge fas kar es shok k bhul bhulaiye mein har baar.

Muskuraahat bahaut chizo ka pratik hai

Ye darshaati hai chehre ki prasanta, mann ki prafulta,

Saawan k pehle jhadi ki tarah jeevan me aae naye khushiyo ko jee bhar kar jeene ki aaturta, 

Muskaan jeevan me nae umeed ka sooraj laati hai,

niraasha k baadal hata kar utsaah k kirney jagaati hai. 

Jeevan me jo sabse jaruri hai, himmat aur vishwaas ,

ye uske aane ka sandesh de jaati hai

tabhi toh kehte hai ki muskuraahat dosto bahaut kuch keh jaati hai.

Bin mushuraae jeena hai vyarth,

Jaise ho bin pushp koi upwan, 

Kya milega dabakar khushiyo ko bheetar ,

Le ao choti si muskaan hothon par aur ban jao sundar.

Muskaan jeevan me rang bhar jaati hai, 

Nae rishto ko majboot aur puraano ko fir se taaza kar jaati hai.

Are ye muskaan hi toh hai jo dushmano ko bhi dost bana deti hai. 

Ye ek pyaari si muskaan hi toh hai jo kae sare mann k raaz bata deti hai.

Nae dulhan k hotho me saji betaabi ki tarah. 

Chote bacho k chehre pe mashumiyat ki tarah ,

Har ek par ek nae chaap chhor jaati hai 

Sachh hi kaha hai kisi ne ye muskuraahat bahaut kuch keh jaati hai!!

Toh fir ao dosto kar le mann ko aaj se pakka, 

Jiyenge toh khil khilakar, Naa kabhi baithenge odh niraasha k chaadar

Tabhi toh jeene ka mazaa aega, 

Ek choti se prayas se ham sab k chehro par ek muskaan bikhar jaeyega

Kyuki mushkuraahat Har gamm ko khushi mein badal deti hai, 

Zindagi mein nae umeed le aati hai, 

Dabe pau se aakar bhi ulaas ka shor machati hai…

Sach hi kaha hai kisine ye muskuraahat bahaut kuch keh jaati hai!!

Ye mushkuraaht bahut kuch keh jaati hai!

-Damini